On my Facebook profile, I list some names I've been called. I think I should go over two of them.
The Devil
I almost persuaded a relatively innoncent girl to steal food from one of my friend's backpack. She almost did. Or she did. I don't remember. I do remember that I really wanted to see if she'd do it. And I also wanted to see how my friend would react when he realized he didn't have his daily granola bar.
I like being persuasive. I enjoy tempting people to do things they wouldn't normally think of. Feeling that you have influence over someone...it really does give a power trip and an ego boost. It's a great feeling.
The One
Three times. Once my junior year in high school, twice my senior year. I'm not with any of them right now, so I guess they were wrong. Or maybe I didn't let myself get attached to them. Eh, doesn't matter now.
Honestly, I end up walking away from a situation when I hear those two words. While I do want people to depend on me, I do not want to be the only person they depend on. Even when it comes to relationships. I have no problem saying "I love you." It turns out that I am a very loving person. Maybe too much. I do listen. And I learn what I can do to be better as a boyfriend or whatever. Maybe it's a commitment thing.
Then again, I was in high school. The thought of a chic having the idea that I am their permanent solution scared me back then. I didn't want to be one of those guys that gets married early. I wasn't ready to be serious. High school!
I'd like to think that if I had a relationship at the moment and she said, "You're the one," I would be welcome to it. But I don't know. I'm much more mature than I was in high school (not to toot my own horn.) I don't think I'm there yet.
Brandon has the right idea though. I should be single when I turn 21.
And I need to save money now for my trip to Vegas. Plane ticket, hotel reservation, and gambling money. Who knows, maybe someone out there would want to tag along. It is 8 months away. Oh, but it's close to when the fall semester starts. Damn. I didn't think about that. I should probably come up with another plan.
(Oh...6 new pictures up on my photoblog thing.)
4 comments:
i didn't, but i was really hungry! and innocent...ha! :)
~anh
You forgot your favorite nickname: pay-to-blow. WOW! Did I actually used to say that ... my how times have changed.
Did you see the movie THE ONE with Jet Li ... you should really make another one because his sucked.
Good to read something by Anh
And what Brandon wrote...totally NOT cool.
I thought The One was alright. Except for the ending.
Maybe I should make my own movie. I do have ideas.
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