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I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to say anymore.

I was sitting on the bus earlier today. Did I mention that I was really pissed off this morning? The bus I take, known around town as the 'one-oh-one,' sped past the bus stop that I waited at. I stood there, arm out, clearly signalling that I wanted on. And the bus kept going. So I arrived on campus about 12 minutes later than usual. That throws my entire schedule off, and that's something you don't do to someone who really needs order in their life to stay sane.

But either way, back to what I was thinking. I was on the bus, and I was listening to my iPod. The song Wish You Were Here played. The Sparklehorse with Thom Yorke cover, originally by Pink Floyd. And it hit me. This is the song that makes me think of all of my past loves, my current loves, and my future loves. (Well, really just the ones I'd still like to see.)

And then I thought about which songs I relate to which people. For instance, for my second ex, I think of Deftones' Pink Maggit. A Perfect Circle's 3 Libras for my first ex.

Songs I would consider for future loves:

Audioslave - Like A Stone
Mazzy Star - Fade Into You
Radiohead - How I Made My Millions
Radiohead - True Love Waits
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps

And yea, that's all I can think of. Of course, this is all based on my prediction that I'm not going to have more than 5 future loves. Ha!

Well, I guess it's also based on me not finding anymore songs to fit. Meh.

So, if you're curious enough to scout out these lyrics, please begin by clicking the link I put for Wish You Were Here. Beautiful song. Really.

One class. That's all. It's all that's left. Then I do nothing for a week.

Wow, that wedding has really sneaked up on me. I didn't realize that it's already Thursday. I lose track of time so easily.