Two-Eight-Eight

I was just looking through picture albums. So many events. So many changes.

I've never felt as though I were pressured to do better than my older siblings. Was always told that I had to do things on my own path. In my own way.

But right now, after reviewing, I feel nothing but pressure. What have I done that they haven't? Every single thing I know, they did before me. Classes, musical instruments, leadership roles, college...everything. My brother and sister have 8 and 9 years on me respectively. That's quite a head start.

But where will I be in 8 or 9 years? Will I even be at a comparable situation?

For the first time in a very long time, my mind is completely empty. I can't think of anything at all.