Here you go...

I know, I know. In the last couple of posts, I've used references to drugs and medication.

No, I'm not on or taking anything. It's nothing. Really.

Although, I loved it when they sedated me for that test. The feeling was lovely. I didn't have a care in the world. I was laying there, staring at an empty canvas. Focus wasn't a problem. Just pure emptiness in my head, nothing but total relaxation. The wall could have fell down, and I would have remained still.

If I could have that feeling every night, it would be something. I'd sleep easier for sure. Right now, my nights are spent tossing and turning for 2 hours and then falling asleep for 3 straight if I'm lucky.

The do this game on The Ticket where they mention a really annoying song and then ask how much would you take off to never hear it again. What they mean by 'take off' is how much time off your life would you give up. For instance, to never hear another 3 Doors Down song, I would give up 2 days.

How much would I take off for a sedative-induced feeling before sleep? Probably a month.

Of course, they also have another goofy game, "Would you?" They mention two actresses, one underage and the other moderately old, and ask which one you would. Pretty funny.

But, I do know that I'll have that peace some day.

Quiz:

One

"Can you just tell me it's alright?
Let me see you tonight.
Can you comfort me tonight?
Make it all seem fine..."

Two

"Baby I'm afraid of alot of things,
But I ain't scared of loving you.
Baby I know you're afraid of alot of things,
But don't be scared of love..."

Extra Credit

"Smelling of love through the moist wind"