The confusion I have now is caused by totally different problems involving the same people as always.
So, this cute chic lends me a pencil because, like a dumbass, I forget all of my writing utensils at home. She totally put the smile on and what-not. Very cheery. I waited for her after the test to give her pencil back. Total cute. Now, I'm thinking "If I really want to see if there's potential, I must really have a good conversation with her. How to start this conversation..." And it hits me. I think I'll buy a big bag of mechanical pencils, wrap it (or something) and give it to her Tuesday. Good idea? Maybe? Probably not...
I realized on Wednesday that I limit my options because I find myself committed to a friend. Yes, committed in that way. I don't get it. When I fall for a chic-friend, I refuse every piece of tail available. I must learn to fix this. But I get the feeling that if I told her "I gots me a woman" (as in, I'm now spoken for) she would be very down and jealous. My insight could be off, but I doubt it.
There are a ton of things I need to fix.
1 comment:
You really want to fix something ... just quit thinking so much. Every second you spend anaylzing something you could be doing something about something, or doing something else (maybe more important or something you would have otherwise missed). Just another way of thinking about it.
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